WWE heart vs. head

our house is basically under contract. i mean, i have to sign the paper sometime today but we'll most likely be less a home in june (if appraisal and home inspection etc go well).  so in case anyone one wants a mental picture of what goes on here now i'll fill you in on the over dramatic mood wrestling arena:

sit in the dining room and get sad because i love the way the kitchen looks and it's so vintage and the colors make me happy and it's not going to be our home any more and then i breath in a little too deeply and start to hyperventilate have to go into yoga breathing.....

sit on the couch watching p.m. tv and cruise PB dreaming for the new house or cave or alley we will live in.

hands start to shake because i realize that i'm going to have to walk out of my door and it will be forever....

excitement at the thought of a yard that isn't all brown from doggie tinkle spots.....
maybe be it will fall through! NO don't say that kassandra that's not good

oi vey

it goes back and forth and i feel like a psycho.  heart sense wrestler looks like hogan, head sense wrestler looks like the weird grim reaper wrestler.

moving "the bell jar" to the bottom of my re-read list....

p doesn't care, as long as she can sneak into the kitchen and play with cans