the most comfortable

one of those rare moments happened where you crawl into bed and you find it, the most comfortable position in the world. i tried to memorize it. head pillow in the perfect position, not strangling my neck but nicely placed in the crook of my arm. stomach pillow perfect. i don't even know what my legs are doing. usually at this time i realize that i'm thirsty, i have to use the bathroom, i have an itchy toe, i'm hot and need to take my socks off, you name it but not this time, no, this time it's perfection. but i have a new distraction now, a soft 'eh' hits my cochlea. i knew it was coming b/c i had just delivered a binky 5 minutes previous....but that was b/f i had found the most comfortable position and i was hoping beyond hope that tonight it would be different. now, granted this sound is softer than john lennon whispering happy Christmas to yoko ono but it has the power of a train whistle and i abandon the bed for the rocking chair. back in bed, it's gone, i cannot find it, maybe it was a dream.